woohoo..!!

finally back to civilization!
this course was waayyy better den D05..
not in d sense dat d trainees were better or wadever..
but rather i had fun doing the things i did..
d previous one.. was waiting for everything to come to an end..
now.. i am enjoying every moment..
maybe its because of something.. or someone..
maybe.. jus maybe..


armsdrills rulezz!
learnt stuff... fun stuff..
from d why guy..
haha..
polishing is apparently not dat easy as i have always tot it to be..
shooting is darn funn!!
n my aiming has improved!
162 over 200! yayy! pretty good..
considering dat d higest was only 180!!
darn fun! shall go in june for my second round of fun n treats!

pokey bunkies were funny..
amirah, pei en, bernice, ziqing,yanru n me...
one poke n all wud wake up..
haha.. not like d other bunk.. have to get whacked n slapped jus to wake up..!!

my passion in np has been reignited..
especially drills!!
who knew rifle drills could be so fun esp when done with an umbrella! hahahaha
dats d way its supposed be..!
reigniting my passion.. not killing it off like it did before!!
i dare to say i thoroughly enjoyed myself during those short 7 days of course..
hope to say d same after june...

okay its 3 am.. bewitching hr!! yongni go n slpp!! TATAA

To kill a chicken...

to kill a chicken...
just... sing a song...

eh ippo e tai tai ehhh yaaa...
hahhhahha.. d ways of killing a chicken...
brutal.. yet entertaining..
n amusing.. n attention seeking.. hahaha

i survived a day with just bout 3 hrs of sleep.
thats usual for me..
i survived a whole week with less den a total of 16 hrs of sleep!
dats tiring!!
no wonder gui n others say i siao...

passion is a wavering thing...
it comes n it goes..
but if something has to be done.. sometimes it has to be done whether or not d passion is there..
dats d hardest thing i guess..

promo is over!!
how i wish i can say that!!
its over for the girls but not for the rest!!
faints! 21st.. still gotta arrange for pple..
n conduct d tests...
sigh... its not looking good...
d guilt is one thing...
d irritation is totally another thing!
jus feel like complaining n complaining...
but well... i dun noe d story on d other sides either..
so shudn't be too mean..

guilt gives u nightmares..
nightmares with timings..
nightmares with drills..
nightmares with never ending drills till u awake.
with pple coming towards u..
perfection rite in front of u..
yet.. u can't do anything..

i find it very hard to reply..
how not to lie? n yet not break their hearts..?
hmmm....
does age have anything to with maturity?
does horoscopes have anything to do with what kind of a person u are?
or are they jus weird thinkings on our part?

something is going wrong with a group of people..
not too sure how to solve it yet..
jus hope it all turns out okay...
sighh.. i duno wad she did.. n dats d worst part..
absent for a week n suddenly d whole world like against her...
0h mannn!!!
good luck to her...

i realise i m taking things very easy these days..
which might not be too good..
but well.. its working out for me! hahahah
stella shud noe.. she keep saying i'm very positive..
maybe i'm just ignoring the bad part..
or maybe i'm jus choosing to look on d brighter side...
6 mths.. might not be too long.. but it might work out for me..
failure, people say.. is the first step to success..
is it really true?
if so... den why is it dat so many pple are not making it to where they want to be?
have they made so many steps for themselves that they refuse to step up anymore?
i wonder...

ah well..
my guideline to be smiley.. (for those hu replied saying they wanna steal my positivity!)
haha

1. Chill!!
2. Relax..
3. Dun get too worked up..
4. if u fail in 3, jus dun stay worked up for too long..
5. Do something because u enjoy it.. boredom kills d fun in everything
6. Complain bout small things.. it lets u have fun.. n destress by whining..
7. Never complain bout big things.. it kills ur youth.. n usually nth gets changed anyway..
8. Find inspiration in things and people ard u.. u will need it sometime soon...
9. Watch cartoons or comedys.. they make u laugh n let u look at things differently...
10. relax ur muscles and smile... it will come naturally if u do 1 to 9 consistently.. =)


okie dokie.. dats all folks.. gotta catch 3 hrs of slp at least or i will seriously faint soon!