Lessons of the day

Well today was National Day Celebration in school.. and that meant we were off by 10! woohoooo!!!








It was kind of a fun day with alot of phototaking in our room and I think we probably filled the ENTIRE staffroom with our noise. ooopss...

Plus it was mycar and Riani's last day..

And got Berlinda a tiny little cake to cut (: haha!

Lessons learnt today:

1. If someone wants to wipe the table with socks.. Just let them be

2. Chinese New Year isnt the only time you see EVERYONE in red..

3. Singing national day songs can transport u many years back to the past (:

4. NEVER NEVER get thinner on your hands unless very very very necessary!

5. Eating porridge at night makes me feel like a little kid again (:

Its 12.05 now..

Happy Birthday Berlinda!!!

The Simple Pleasures of Life

Sometimes I wonder if I'm moving ahead too fast ahead... It seems I'm not appreciating each day enough.. Or there's simply no time to do so..

Lessons I Learnt Today (mostly from kids):

1. Having a ball to play with can make you forget your hunger

2. Saying a simple sorry can break up a longstanding quarrel

3. Stepping onto the parade square is sometimes enough to light up your face

4. You need to let go of the hold you have on certain things sometimes in order to move on

YO DIDI!!

Yo didi!!

I'm back n I'm posting a a new entry! Arent u proud of me? :)

Well let's see..LOADS HAS HAPPENED!

My status has changed... There's been a new addition to my life..

Dont get wild ideas..

I've finished my practicum and just graduated from NIE.. So you can officially call me a teacher now! hahaha

14th July 2009 - Teachers' Investiture

Meet the new addition to my life...

He's a boy in disguise as a girl in Toh Re Re's clothes.. haha! N he makes me happy each day when I reach home!

How well do you know your cooking terms?

You know quite a bit about cooking terms


Looks like you’ve been reading your cookbooks again! Or did you just take a French class in high school? You’ve clearly got a solid grasp of classic cooking terminology and techniques, though you’ve still got something to learn. So turn up the heat on your career in the kitchen and get the knowledge you need to get ahead.


BWAHAHA!!! ahem ahem.. potential chef (:

Are you an animation expert?

Animator


You have a solid knowledge of animation but still need a little work. Try brushing up on some of the current animation techniques and who knows how far you could go!


Hahaha!! ok so the stuff learnt in poly hasnt been totaly forgotten (:

What's your career fantasy?

Your career fantasy is Fun Times


You know the old saying, “If work were fun they wouldn’t have to pay you to do it,” but you don’t believe in it. For you, the best career would be one that’s more like a game. From hilarious coworkers to office pranks and inside jokes, your greatest reward would be a workplace where you could really cut loose and enjoy yourself. Of course you can get right down to business when something really needs to get done, you’d just rather keep things light while you’re working hard.


So thank goodness there are people like you in the workplace to keep the rest of us happy (and sane). Just make sure the jokes don’t go too far or get too distracting and you’re sure to have your dream job in no time.

What's your power hour?

Sharp at Sunset


That's right, when the sun goes down, your energy and creativity go way up. This is your on time, when you're most inspired thoughts come pouring in and when you're most motivated to venture out. Are you into sports, dinner parties, or just hanging out with friends as the sun sinks out of sight? We thought so. Because that's the time of day that really empowers you and makes you feel alert.


You're especially dynamic at dinner, cocktail parties, and early evening functions, when your persistent wit and wisdom are at their finest. And after dinner, when everyone else is putting on their jackets and preparing to head home, you're the kind of person who stays alert, inquisitive, and ready for more world-changing conversation.


Being such a superstar at sunset has its drawbacks too. Right when you're coming up with your most fantastic ideas, most of the world is too tired to listen. Sure, this might leave you with a limited audience from time to time, but when you're on, you're on, and those lucky enough to be around value your enthusiasm. But even superstars hit a slump at some point in the day. That's when you need to remind yourself that there are tricks to get you through. Like grabbing an extra cup of coffee, getting some fresh air, or taking a power shower to rejuvenate you. And when that happens, there's no stopping you. Every hour can be your power hour!

Which celebrity teacher are you?

I teach like: Robin Williams in Dead Poets Society

You may not stand on desk and "seize the day" but you'd like to every now and then to get your point across. You believe in untraditional methods to get your students attention. You definitely teach and live outside the box, but it's working for you so far. You have a unique style that separates you from other teachers, and you wouldn't have it any other way.

Haaahaha!! If only this was 100% true!

What's your true colour?

Yellow

You're yellow, the color of joy and energy — two things you definitely bring to everyone around you. It's hard for anyone to be sad or lonely in your presence; your sunny disposition and cheery outlook just won't allow it. The warmth of your personality shines through in the kindness you show friends and family (and strangers, too). Always ready with a lighthearted joke or heartfelt compliment, you know how to make people feel good about themselves, so they can't get enough of you. Yellow is a warm and inviting color for a warm and inviting person — you!

How strong is your imagination?

Your imagination is Very Strong

Wow, congratulations! We probably don’t have to tell you that you’ve got an incredible imagination — isn’t it obvious? Probably more likely than most people to come up with a fun story or a crazy idea, you definitely stand out of the crowd, at home and on the job. Just remember to acknowledge reality every now and again and you’re sure to get ahead!

What kind of leader are you?

Your leadership style is Delegative


Let’s work together! Sounds like you’ve got a great talent for leading through delegation, giving free rein to your employees to do what works best for them. This style makes the most sense when you really trust your employees, both in their knowledge and in their instincts. You’ve probably got a fun office where most people feel valued, thanks to your great leadership. Just make sure that you’ve got a good system of communication at your workplace and have ultimate control of the situation, and there’s no telling where you’ll end up!

Quiz: What should I be teaching?

You should consider teaching fine arts, like music or art


So creative! We think you should consider a teaching career in the arts: music, fine art, or even drama. While you might not be totally “artsy,” you probably stand out from the crowd a bit, enjoying making a statement with your hair, clothes, car, or even your home décor. Expression and insight are probably important to you, and you could pass that on to others.


Students would enjoy sharing your passion for all kinds of culture and your appreciation of diversity. You understand how people relate to each other through a painting or a song, and you thrive on experiencing emotion by using your talents to express it.

oh so long

the title says it all..

its been oh so long since i last had an entry..

been busy with loads of stuff dat i'll blog bout in a while..

Tdy shall be bout doing quizzes.. basically cos i'm really bored hehe


ENFJ

That means that based on the standard measure of personality traits, your natural leadership skills make you the go-to person during times of crisis or needed inspiration. You are blessed with the ability to maintain balance in the office or motivate others to join the team. You possess excellent communication and people skills, and help maintain a positive work atmosphere that allows people to grow. You remain focused and encourage others to reach a common goal.


You dislike office politics and try not to get involved in the murk. Instead, you rise above it all with your understanding nature. You like taking control of situations and projects, but do not flaunt your power in people's faces. You have a deft touch and inspire others with your magnetic charisma. You are well organized and are a strong multi-tasker.

Personality Test on the 'Real Me'

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.


You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.


You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.


Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?


Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

Wisdom down by a quarter!!

Okay i'm back after a nice long bath...


So time to tell the story of my wisdom tooth surgery..


Well... it all started one day with a naggin pain in my mouth..


I couldnt stand it anymore... So...
I decided to go to a dentist
I went to the one nearest to my house.. but...
I would need to wait for a mth
I decided to go somewhere else
I went to another dental clinic
I think its De Pacific Dental Clinic
I like the place..
I think it looks very cosy for a dental clinic!
I am probably the only one to ever say that..

I am going to get a drink..
I'll be right back!

I'm BACK!!

I shall continue..


I went to get an Xray of the teeth
I was told to either bear the pain or get it out
I chose to get it out
I had to eat medication to reduce swelling first tho..


I made an appointment for 16th..
I think the swelling was gone by then
I went to the dentist at bout 1.30..
I waited for a while
I listened as the dentist explained to me
I was asked if i wanna take out all 4 or 2 or 1
I chose one at a time...
I didnt want to end up with a swollen mouth
I chose to say bye bye to the tooth on the bottom right


I was briefed bout the risks n procedures
I was then given 8 pills to take
I managed to swallow it all with a mouthful of water!
I lay on the chair thingy.. while the doc applied some gel
I felt my gums going coooolll
I kept wanting to lick the gel off
I think my tongue was covered with it too!
I was told that I'll be getting jabs next
I thought it would be normal ones
I was shocked when I saw the instruments!
I think they were as long as a plastic ruler
I faintly rmbr them being metal all the way...
I felt the doc pulling my mouth to the side..
I got ready to wince n cry for the needle
I think the doc warned me it was going in...


I realised it wasnt that painful
I relaxed n watched cheryl fox on CNA
I think there were 2 or 3 more of those jabs into my gums
I m guessing u are wincing now..
I think I am used to getting jabs..
I think nothing is as bad as getting 4 jabs on the top of ur head!
I could feel the needle being pulled out for that!
I think my gums were semi numb by now
I could feel my tongue going numb too
I wanted to swallow saliva!!
I didnt know how
I think I ate some of the gel in the end.. -_-


I was covered with the green cloth thingy
I could only see a teeny bit thru the hole..
I was supposed to rest n relax..
I think only the mouth was supposed to be exposed
I was lucky my eye peeped out a tiny tiny bit..
I can watch TV for a while!! HAHA


I just lay there squinting at the tv..
I think the doc was nice..
I was told of what he was going to do all the time
I had someone beside me
I think i produced alot of saliva.. eeecckksss
I think d person literally 'vacuumed' my mouth.. HAHA


I was told the doc was cutting the gums..
I couldnt feel a thing at all...
I was den told to expect some nosie..
I was warned by the doc.. cos he was going to drill
I expected pain.. but there was none
I felt water in my mouth instead..
I thought it was saliva again!!
I was wrong..
I think the drill thingy had water tube thingy too
I guess it was cos the tooth 'powder' needs to be washed off
I just squinted at tv again..
I think the doc drilled ALOTT


I was then told to expect cracking sounds
I felt my tooth being tugged n pulled..
I heard a CRACK!
I kept hearing moreeee drilling..
I think after about 10 minutes of this..
I heard the doc say to me...
"I think ur tooth very reluctant to come out!"
I wanted to laugh but it was impossible... darn!


I finally heard more CRAAACKSS!
I could feel the doc tuggin n wrestling..
I heard the nurse saying 0h its coming out!
I heard the doc drop stuff onto the metal dish
I think nearly half an hr of pushing my jaw down n wrestling..
I heard the doc say 'ok wash the area..'
I was wondering if i was going to be done soon..
I den heard him tell me...
"I am going to stitch the area up.. okay.."
I was stunned
I didnt know i needed stitches! hahaha
I just lay there while my gum was all stitched up..
I dont have any other choice ritee.. DEENNNNN
I heard the nurse comment..
'I think it looks quiet swollen now eh?'
I waited for the nurse to stuff a gauze inmy mouth
I bit on it.. n it didnt hurt (:


I was shown the teeth..
I was initially told they will be splisting it into about three..
I think it ended up being split intp 5! dat hard to get it outt..

I hoped the nurse was lying..
I was allowed to go out to the reception to wait..
I immediately felt my cheeks
I was lost for words..
I couldnt feel a thing!!
I couldnt feel my fingers on the cheeks!
I could judge from the size it was swollen tho..
I den got my medication n took a cab


I headed down to crescent..
I had to go meet Mdm Lim you see...
I had all the printed stuff with me..
I suddenly think my threshold of pain is high! hahaha
I reached Crescent
I went to look for Mdm Limn Liling and Jiatru
I think the two of them were smiling away..
I sat beside Mdm Lim so she couldn't see
I talked n talked
I explained n explained
I tried hard to keep the gauze in there

I think at some point of time...
I saw Liling n Jiatru keep looking
I wondered why...
I soon found out..
I went to toilet after the meeting to see the swelling
I wanted to see if it was dat bad before i go see cadets
I think Liling said 'U better change the gauze!'
I asked why..
I opened my mouth in the mirror..
I got my answer..
I saw only red.. the gauze was all bloody!
I tried to change the gauze..
I dropped a couple on the floor in the process
I finally did it.. N jiatru was done changing..


I went down to canteen with the 2..
I think after some time had to talk to the sec 4s
I had nth to say after that..
I was laughed at.. by them.. n by liling.. grrrr!!! coss....
I talked funny with the gauze in my mouth!


I ended up being comic relief for a while..
I den realised the anaesthetic was beginning to wear off..
I felt a bit of pain setting in...
I think training was just ending by then.. phewww good timing
I got Liling to help me buy water
I wanted to change another bloody gauze.. its gross
I think I practically kept swallowing the blood la!!
I was supposed to change it every 20 mins
I was in training n couldnt..
I think I finally changed it after 2 hrs!
I dont wanna know how much blood I drank.. ughh
I suddenly feel like a vampire..


I got tissue from a cadet.. Nicholas I think..
I finally managed to get that thing out n change
I think it was HORRIBLE!
I think cos the new gauze was dry n hard..
I guess oso possibly cos the anaesthetic was nearly all gone..
I nearly couldnt stand the pain!! BOOHOOO
I think we were near the foyer waiting for Jr..
I was standing there with TLL..n the cadets..
I faintly rmbr TLL playing n poking saying its still numb..
I pity my cheek.. PAINFUL!!
I think Nicholas asked earlier bout how long the numbing lasts..
I faintly rmbr her saying.. '0hhh ma'am.. shud be painful now rite?'
I could help thinking how right she was! hahaha
I think its all the bad karma coming back to haunt me! haha


I went to CCK with JR for dinner..
I think while on the MRT, the nurse called..
I was amazed.. She asked if it was painful
I said yes.. she asked if I have taken the pills yet
I said ooopss.. not yet.. hahaha
I was asked to take it soon.. before it gets very bad..
I couldnt take the pain so..
I ate the pills before I bought food.. a few mins wont matter much
I chose clam chowder.. n d bread..
I was sooo much slower den Jr in finishing..
I felt exremely full tho.. haha must be the slowness..
I think we walked ard for a while.. n OH!!

I bought a cam.. hahaha
I've been wanting to for very long anyway
I den realised..
I spent nearly a thousand that day alone
600+ on the surgery..
300+ on the camera..
I think I could have bought 2 cameras instead on the tooth
I reached home.. n realised...
I dont exactly have to pay any of it..
I am going to be claiming the cam for LDS...
I used medisave for the surgery..soooo
I spent only on my soup n bread.. HAHA!!
I think its amazing.. hahahaha!!!


I also think its time to end this post..
I managed to write a super super super long one tdy..
I wonder if I'm going to update soon again..
I guess u have to be satisfied with this till i do the next one..
I suggest u read one paragraph per day
I think you'll finish in half a mth...
I am guessing there'll be a new post by then..


I'm signing off now..
I'M SLEEEPPPYYY
I just realised its 4.23am!
I miss my bed.. n pillow.. n bolster..


BYEEE!!! (:

Updates updates

YOOO!!! hahaha heelllooooo yonggniiii! yes I've updated! aren't u proud of me... thankiuuu mummyy... (:


ok back to blogging. hmmm what updates..


ehhh.. lets see.. 2nd feb... 0h 4th feb was DCS presentation on field trips.. n i think we are kinda screwed!! RAHHH!!! bye bye markssss...


denn.. 0h superdog still rulez... yongni pls remind me of our date... n come on time to pick me up.. HAHA!


Valentine's day.. was spent in IKEA with Jiatru, Liling and Jiaying.. discussing promo criterias.. so sad rite.. its okay... shows how much we LOVE np.. n the kids? haha ok u didnt hear that from me..


den total defence day was mad typing day!! i think i typed sooo much np stuff in a day.. so proud of myself for being so efficient.. u must be wondering why i was so mad to rush all these stuff when i'm supposed to be slacking..

Cos.. monday i went to pluck my tooth out.. (the whole story in the next post.. coming right up!) Den went down unit to meet mdm lim for promo stuff..


Den thursday had unit briefing.. lucky my mouth wasn't swollen anymore!! if not I would have sounded sooo weird when talking.. haha

Den from thursday to friday.. i didnt sleep.. basically rushed out 2 assignments.. worth a total of 175% marks!! like wdh.. IT JUST HAD TO BE DUE ON THE SAMEEE DAY!


Assignment was due at 4pm.. i finished at 12.45pm.. n had a meeting with Mrs Pauline Lee at LPS at 1! like woww... so dumped the whole thing on Merlion to help me pass up.. THANKS BABE!! (ps: update ur blog!)


Okay den I got the timetable.. I'm floating again.. hehe kinda good since i dont need to wake up at like 5am.. phewww but I end later.. hmpsss


Dennn.. went to HTA for some marking n to try n join in for debrief before it ends.. Den sat was finally time to sleep after more den 40 hrs of not sleeping.. Yawwnnzzzz


Sunday... just floated away somehow..


Monday!! Practicum started!! I actually felt absolutely bored.. Nearly dozed off alot of times.. whoopsss... went for training after that.. n gave lect.. n somehow pple there kept laughing.. -_-


Tuesday was practicum all the way to friday which was tdy.. den after work went to NPAP training.. Tdy was an interesting day..


I got to realise how much difference I can make to someone.. Be it a student of mine.. or a cadet.. Just the way u act can impact them enough to change them for the better in less than 5 mins.. That made me realise why I was into teaching and serving NP all these times..


simply indescribable.. you wont know it till u feel it for urself..


0hhh nnnnn... hahahaha I think I have a phobia of commiting myself to something!! I just realised it....!! n I'm afraid of talking to new people.. I never knew it I was this afraid and nervous la! 0h mannnn... got to get over it soon!


ok tataaa!! read on to see the next post on my surgery

Why take action?

Why Take Action? by teo aik cher.. I think its a cute book. hahaha Just finished reading it over the weekend. Maybe shall go try out some of the methods he mentioned in there.. hahaha


I think its rather funny.. I've been sleeping at 4 am the past week.. and waking up at 1pm.. always intending to cook lunch or dinner for dad n bro but my dad always finshes cooking by the time i start to get up! I feel so pampered!! haha n feel so horrid for waking up late n not doing a thing!!


I think my dad is super efficient! By the time I wake up at 1pm.. Food is settled. Laundry will be done and folded. The house will be cleaned. Like wow!! He's like some clockwork mouse or something! super amazing! At least for mum, she'll be cooking when I wake up at 1.. den I can go disturb disturb a bit.. stir here n stir there n say I helped... HEEHEEHEE


Ok i'm gonna turn over a newwww leaf!! Maybe Tuesday or Wednesday I will be guai enuf to come home straight after class.. n go mop n sweep the floor.. n cook dinner for a change! Ok i shall tryyyy to do that.. n 0h yess clean those cages.. hahaha they are filthy!


Honestly.. with the number of pple who come to me to ask qns from factual things to feeling things to relationship things.. to life management things.. I feel like a psychiatrist of some sort!! HAHAHA but I feel great.. at least it shows my EQ is good n I am rather trustable.. not alot.. just a bit.. hahahaha...!! lets just say I'm a little intuitive as well heeheee


Ok that's too much of self praise for one night.. ok maybe not.. i think its really really cool that NLB has student works in their collection! hahah because it means that my work is in there too! Out of boredom I tried googling my name upon suggestion form a friend.. n voila! There I saw it! Little Yellow Chick.. O Reel Pictures.. Screenplay by Meera Devi.. Produced by Adeline Hui.. Directed by Rose Izyan.. hahah brought memories floating back! I'm gonna get down to NLB one day n borrow the DVD to watch.. haha


on the side note.. Jia you Froggie!! (pardon the nick.. couldnt let u be identified could i?) Just dont bother with what pple say k! Just do what you want to.. n dont let anyone make u feel bad okay :)

Officially a pig

I think I can officially call myself a pig from today onwards.


I've been stuffing myself with food nowadays! ok ya its true dat sometimes i eat one meal a day since there simply isnt time to eat. but still i really think i'm eating more!! ARgHH!!


Tdy went down to unit with JR to repair the rifles n paint them before we return it. Was hungry before i left the house so i took a ferrero rocher to munch on the way. So i bit the first two layers as usual n den the choc ball which is the nicest part.. rolled to the ground. DARN!


so i was still hungry.. n bot bubble tea at queenstown mrt with jr. she got green tea n i got peach red tea n we decided to walk to dawsons place to get the stuff. well what du u know... my bubble tea tasted like antibiotics! yuckk!! it was really an odd odd oddddd taste! needless to say.. i took less than 3 sips of it before it met the bin in dawson's place.


after we got the paint n stuff, we saw the stalls.. n they sold food! finally we got something to fill our tummies with. we bought corn.. n heaven decided to be kind on us n gave our corn extra flavouring with some raindrops.

was absolutely thirsty n warm so went to get ribena at crescent but they had run out of it. So i got chrysanthemum tea instead. I still like that drink.. heehee n so our carpentry work began.. till we got chased out by the security guard again. if i got a dollar for each time i got chased out.. i can probably buy a laptop by now!! after hard work, growing pple like us got hungry so we went to tiong..


We decided on kfc but it was too crowded so we went to ToastBox instead. It always smelt nice so why not right? i decided on laksa since it was the only dish out of the three that had the chef's recommendation. so shud be a good sign rite? n JR chose the same thing. being exceptionally hungry, we got the thick toast to share n a drink each.


The toast came n i declare that i simply cannot eat properly with a toothpick. *surrenders*


the tea was nice tho.. (: the laksa came.. n it smelt really very nice! So we dug in.. n ate spoon after spoon of it. den halfway along the way we started to mention things like "it would be nice if the soup was a little thicker n less oily" " the fishcake shud have been sliced thin but have more pieces" "i think the shrimp paste thing is not so existent" "there are many slices of tau pok tho.. its nice" "how come there is so little of the green chopped thing on top?" "the noodles are of a nice length.. easy to eat with spoon!"


I think we sounded like some food critics! Just when we were about to finish, JR asked a very impt qn.. "eh HOT... do u feel full?" ME: " ehhhh... no lehh.. its like chewing n chewing but no feeling of eating" JR: " mee too!! I was so scared u would say u are full n i end up feeling like a pig!"


after a bowl of laksa.. both of us were not full.. we didnt even feel like we just had dinner for some unknown reason! so we decided to go walk around n bought a couple of books from POPULAR while taking time to see if we felt full eventually.

VERDICT: We felt hungry after buying books. It felt as if POPULAR was the first place we went to after coming to tiong!! so we ended up eating from shilin street snacks place..


I honestly feel like a pig. an artistic pig.. cos i bot a sketch book n drawing pencils. n was drawing random things with JR outside Tiong... hehe


artistic pig or not... i stillll ffeeeelll like succhhh a pig!!

Reunion Time!

Happy advanced CNY wishes to one and all!!


Mum's in India now.. haha so the house is reeeaaalllyyyy very quiet now. So much for reunions huh.. haha



I think its really cute tho. Somehow there are alot of reunions coming up! Just met with good buddies from Sec Sch a couple of days ago on sat.. Then poly frens just set a date for this coming sat! haha Cycling.. heeheeheee cant wait! N..... Pri sch pple are meeting on 7th Feb before Hao Na leaves for Melbourne! omg.. so cool.. its really fun..


haha But that means I have to split myself into 3 pieces for 7th Feb. One to go for The SafariZooRun.. One to go for the P6 class gathering.. And the last to go for unit chalet.. wow.. haha Such a packed day!


I'm watching this movie on TV right now. Sigh.. I wish life was really like in the movies.. I feel so jealous sometimes. haha Like really envious. Real life is not so good somehow.. Wonder when my wishes will be fulfilled.. There aren't much.. but I think it takes a long time for my wishes to come true.. hahaha I shall keep waiting (:

Life is a circle.. I will get round to the place i want soon (:

The circle of life

Mummy came back from work crying just now.. Dad looked serious. Thought they quarreled or something.. It was sooo odd! So i just ignored n pretended not to hear or see anything. Quite bad of me rite... but i dono how to react u see..


Den got to know their friend just died. He went back to India n somehow died there. Mum was probably even more sad cos she just went to visit them for two weeks in dec. Anndd... she just developed all the pics from the visit like a couple of days ago? So she'svery very very upset now..


Oh.. a new development by the time I typed the previous paragraph.. Mum is going to India urgently.. So she's flying tonight? eh maybe not since its already 11pm.. Early tmr morning I think. She has a visa so can go immediately.. Dad is gonna apply for visa n go a day later I think.


Wow.. I'm amazed at the turn of events. Just bout 3 hours ago I was happily running around and everything was fine.. Not that I'm affected or anything now.. but its jsut a bit shocking to see pple crying ard you n yet I dont feel a thing. Cos i didnt even like that guy in the first place..


Oh well... Life is unpredictable rite.. And we have pretty much very little control over these sort of things.. I guess its sad cos he's an only child to his parents.. Bout 30 odd yrs old.. n his son is bout 6 or something? Aiya.. but these things happen.. So just hope everyone will be fine n things go back to normal for them soon..

Rest in peace.. and cheer up everyone...

Perfect Time?

When is the correct time to do things I wonder..

I'm looking for a perfect time to pull my teeth out.. But that would mean a week of MC apparently and alot of lessons are going to be missed. Something I cant afford with the number of lessons going on now. After the semester I'll be back to teaching again and that means a big no-no to the surgery again. Sigh.. still searching for the best time for now..


I'm also looking for the perfect time to quit and finally say BYE BYE to it all.. It's something that's been on my mind for really long.. I think I lack the courage to go tell her I'm stopping after all that she has done and after knowing all the situations they are facing there now.. It'll go on for a while more.. But I'll still be looking forward to the day I throw in the towel.


I'm also looking for the perfect time to tell some people off. Why bother with the timing you ask? Because it matters.. It probably affects the outcome of the issue on hand.. and whether the involved parties are ever going to talk to you again. Not that I really care about it if a cold war ensues.. but I dont wish for others in the group to feel uncomfortable by what I go on to do.


I'm also looking for the right time to change myself. I dont like the way things are going now.. Had a little talk with someone the other day.. It turns out others around are also bothered by such things. I wonder what it is going to be like maybe about 2 years from now? I loathe myself for pushing people away from me everytime. But I realise I dont really know why I do that. So yup.. I need to change myself.. But I dont know when I am going to start changing.

Amused

I just heard a couple of things recently...


I'm supposed to be very angry at it and be disgusted by the ones who said it all but somehow I'm just laughing at the immaturity of it all. If one is angry at someone, they should either write in their diary, go confront the person directly or if blogging is preferred, at least lock it. So it is rather amusing that all the negative things are mentioned in the post with the names of course not mentioned. But yet, the way things are written, it is a no-brainer to figure out the involved parties.


The more amusing thing is that these people are supposed to be the cream of the crop and be very talented as well. But the things done reflect a little otherwise so it turns out to be amusing rather than anything else.