Just a personality test result from facebook.. kinda pretty true for me at least.. haha


Your Picture Personality Results


Temperament

Flexible
Nothing seems to bother you - you sail through life crisis free. It's not that your life doesn't have its ups and downs, it's just that you handle everything without unnecessary drama and antics. You approach each day fresh, not worrying about yesterday or tomorrow. You are confident that you can handle anything that comes your way and experience has shown that you are absolutely right about this.


Interests

Simple
You are continually pursuing a simpler and less complicated life - you don't allow yourself to fall victim to all of the "should do's" that society continually bombards you with. You are thoughtful about your life choices and think in terms of yourself, others and the world in which we live. You have a great sense that we are part of something much bigger and we must be good to others, if we want others and the world to be good to us.


Amusement

Thoughtful
You are easily stressed out and overwhelmed - you need to take care of yourself first and foremost. Because you tend to be self reflective, you know your limits quite well and must remember to not exceed those limits. When you overwhelm your life with obligations and responsibilities, you tend to shut down and go into yourself even further. Take some time to find your serenity and kick back your feet.


Passion

Emotional
For you passion is less about romance and sex - it's more about friendship and family. Strong emotional bonds and connections are your passion and your pleasure. You always let your loved ones know how much you love, respect and admire them. You do this through kind words, loving actions and simple gestures. You count your blessings each day and express your love openly. You expect the same from others.



pretty true huh.. =)

updates updates n more updates...

wow... its been nearly half a yr.

time really flies...!!

ok.. shall do a bit of updating...

well firstly my head has recovered... the stitches were snipped off together with my hair...

but there's a dent now tho..

that makes a total of 2 dents in my bones due to freak incidents..

one on my head n one on my leg..

wow.. i have weak bones...

shud drink more milk..

sch started.. den suddenly a term was over...

just like that... its really going very fast..

n now the semester is going to be over..

in fact its kinda over in a way since i m only left with mainly exams..

eng is in 4 days time... i m dead...

followed by maths n sci.. which i m going to die for as well..

n sci is 100 % based on the exam.. raaahh!!!

ok i m supposed to be positive..

I can do it!!

even if cant i will find some way to do it! yeah!

found a grp of buddies whom i can click with..

steph,merlion, minah..

none of which is their real name

which should come as no surprise

given my inclination to giving nicknames..

hehehe...

dat being said..

there's a holiday coming up soon...

with those abovementioned buddies..

yyeeaaaaa!! Thaiilllllaaanndddd

life has pretty much been normal..

np.. being thrown challenges as usual.. but i tink its really fun this way tho... maybe i'm just weird.. haha.. let's just hope the latest challenge i have taken up.. becomes a success.. that would be real nice

refurbished 3 rooms in my house..

one is now zen.. one is modern..

one is just pure study material..

just great..!

0h n i broke a teeveee...

quite c0ol huh.. first time i did something like dat..

as in it really shattered to a thousand pieces!!

You wont believe it till u see the pics.. Reallyyy!!!

dun believe see the pics..

Muhahahaha!!

The speakers torn apart...

My masterpiece...

That was one exciting 5 seconds seeing it slowly moving towards the grd.. woww..

just undescribable... u've got to try it sometime.. hehe

OH YAA!!! I have made some furry frenss..

inspired n influenced by my cousin n his hamster..

i got one of my own...

There she is.. having some honey..

She used to have a sister.. but her sister could not stay with me throughout..

haiz... i loved her sister alot... pretty sad to see that little one go..

i fell so much in love with hamsters dat right after CGS unit promo..

I went off to get one more..

i wanted a dwarf one..

after i pondered n wondered n pondered n wondered...

i decided to get the mottled one from vivo..

but they need company so one became two..

here they are!

Adorable aren't they? The smaller one (left) is the boy..

The one standing up (right) is the girl..

u might have realised.. i dun have names for them yet..

been almost 2 mths over..

so if u have any suggestions..

can let me know.. =)

Tata!!

one week old injury!!

Well well…

This entry shall be about my embarrassing encounter in outram station last Tuesday… Since quite a few people are asking me about it again n again… pple like BINA! Haha so here’s what happened…


The sun rose
I woke up
I brushed my teeth
I took a shower
I got dressed
I went to Crescent for the briefing
I went for lunch with Gui Mei
I managed to psycho her to accompany me to go HSA
I finished my lunch
I made my way to HSA feeling perfectly fine
I made my second blood donation
I actually had the nurse massaging my arm
I was so amused
I was finally done
I went out to meet gui mei again
I went to take a drink of chrysanthemum tea n a donut
I still felt okay
I walked to outram mrt station with gui mei
I complained of feeling warm
I went to the end of the station
I felt a little woozy
I squat down to feel a little better
I stayed there for a while I tink
I remember gui mei saying something but
I carn remember exactly what
I think a train arrived
I stood up
I was knocked out
I apparently fell backwards n hit a metal box thingy
I don’t remember anything
I only know my head hit something
I tried to stand but I couldn’t feel my leg
I just knelt there with gui mei holding on to me
I remember her asking me if I was ok
I don’t know if I answered
I think I tried to but duno if she heard me
I was aware of feet ard me and the train in front of me
I could feel everything moving in circles
I felt the train going round n round me..
I felt so dizzy
I stood up with gui mei still holding me
I was put on a bench to sit n rest
I bent my head down all the time
I had a tissue pressed to my head by gui mei
I suddenly vomited
I felt soo bad!
I just ruined her trip to west mall n den…
I just had to vomit n dirty her clothes!
I am so cannot make it!!
I suddenly felt better I think
I said something to gui mei apparently
I know she kept asking me to go see doc..
I sat there while she went to get the mrt staff
I was helped to their first aid room
I kinda got dizzy again even with them helping me there
I finally got to the room
I was made to lie on the bed
I tink I was there for quite some time
I still felt very bad
I know I stained the ‘towel pillow’ with a little blood
I am sorry
I lay there as gui mei filled in all sorts of forms
I tink she called the HSA and they asked me to go to the hospital
I had my cut on the head cleaned with 2 alcohol swabs
I could feel the liquid going into my wound
I could feel my head burning
I had my head bandaged by the staff
I changed into the mrt guy’s shirt
I lay n waited for the paramedic
I had my finger pricked again when they arrived
I had my head bandaged again nicely by them
I was made to sit on the stretcher thingy that they brought
I was soo embarrassed and amused
I was pushed all the way to the ambulance outside the station
I was driven to SGH
I had my heart rates measured n had questions asked
I was lying at the back of the ambulance while gui mei was riding in front
I reached the hospital
I tot I would get to sit on a wheelchair
I was instead transferred to a hospital bed!!
I tried to look for gui mei but couldn’t see her anywhere
I was pushed to the A&E
I was attended to by the doc
I was pricked again 2 times
I was asked loads of questions again
I answered n waited
I was told my blood pressure was a little low
I was then told I was going to be put on a drip
I had my right elbow bandaged because of donating blood
I had some blood drawn from my right vein near the knuckles
I showed the doc my left hand’s vein n he tried to put the needle in
I have to say it was painful
I was told my vein is kinda small so had to try the elbow instead
I showed my elbow n in went the needle
I told the doc gui mei was waiting outside so he got her in
I was so amused when she came in
I then had a tetanus injection by a nurse n gui mei turned away in pain
I tink I laffed
I was then pushed to the minor OT
I was supposed to have the cut on my head sorta glued together
I was waiting inside the OT n the doc said my cut was deeper den he thought
I was gonna have stitches instead
I lay there as he gave me 4 injections into my head which hurt A LOT
I still lay there as he sewed the 3 stitches
I could feel every one of them
I then had some cream thingy applied by some nurse who seemed to really use a lot of it
I was then pushed to the observation ward
I waited there for a long time
I was happy to see the first bottle of the drips finishing
I kept telling gui mei my butt ached
I was still there n another nurse came n gave me a new bottle of drip
I was waiting n waiting n waiting
I kept telling gui mei to sit but she refused
I felt verrryyy bad cos she had to spend so long in the hospital becos of me
I’m not sure after how long but the doc said I could go after my blood test was out
I tink it finally came out n den I waited again for the nurse to come
I was watching her as she took out the needle for the IV drip
I laughed again because gui mei turned away again
I was finally free to go!!
I wore my shoes which the doc removed earlier
I went to the loo
I went to the cashier n gui mei maam helped me pay the bill
I collected my medicine but dun remember what she said
I went out of the hospital…
I tink we went to look for a place for dinner
I know the coffee shops there were all closed
I felt very bad at having kept her out soo long so I said lets just go home
I dun remember what cab we took but yup we took a cab
I alighted first before gui mei
I went home
I told my mum the story n my cousin tot I was lying n pressed my head
I whacked his tummy
I was in pain
I took a bath n couldn’t wash my hair
I ate n went online
I tink I tried to kid yn but duno what happened
I tried to tell someone else too but carn remember who
I felt as if someone was poking needles into my stiches one by one
I could not stand it anymore so I decided to go to bed
I realized I could only sleep on one side
I could not stand the pain
I took another painkiller n den drifted off to sleep on that one same side
I tink I am finally done with my adventure of the week!

Hahaa!! Okay that’s all for this mth’s episode of the ‘ I article’! hhaha



gui mei is my hero.... hahahahah!!!! i promise to be nice to her for as long i remember this incident... hahah!!!! the key word is REMEMBER!!

THANK U GUI MEI MUM!!

ok my title is not spelt wrongly!

really gui mei mum!!


haha

she rocks!!

i m soo indebted to herrr!!!!



i am sorryyyy maaammm!!!!


was supposed to go west mall with her...

but ended up having a long adventure to first aid rooms n hospitals and operating theatres n getting stitches!


she stayed with me all the way from when i got knocked out to when i got home... so nicee...

she stopped my bleeding
she got help
she rode in the ambulance
she entertained me
she stayed the whole time
she stood all the time
she refused to sit
she kept laughing for a while
she is just too nice
she is gui mei
she had fun n adventure
so did i! haha


lame entry i know.. but its just soo amusing...

went to donate blood but ended up with 13 needles poking me here n there!! with 4 into my head!! ouch!! but i shall still continue going.. hehe

oki dokiee
gonna go play gamess nowww

thankiiuuu maaam!!!!

n soo sorryyy!!!

i feel soo badd... occupied soo much of ur time destroyed ur plan n dirtied ur clothes!! sorry maam!!

partyy

woahhh!!!

wad a day!!


had the celebration yest..

it was nothing i thought it will turn out to be...

instead it was noisy n boistorous n omgoding!

thx to all for coming n spending ur precious time there!!

ok i'm kinda lazy to type now...
shall update when i get back from kl.. haha




BYEEE

grad!

ok so the ceremony was today


it kinda didnt mean that much to me cos i had already finished it all soo long ago..
plus there was no one i really knew.. i mean if the rest wer there it would have been a totally different mood.. but they werent so well.. it wasnt the same..


anyway... the main point is.... i wanna congratulate mr sabnani!! haha

for getting a teaching award!


he rocks!!

n he's goodlooking! haha

n he never scolded beforee!!

an ex lawyer...

how cool..

n den he left the ceremony in a hurry...

to rush his wife to the hospital...

for the birth of their first child...



so sweet.. haha


congratulations to him!!


once again!! u rock!!!!

BIRTHDAYY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY DIANA!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAIZAL!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUY WHO SPENT MY 8TH BDAY TOGETHER!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME!!!!!!




hehehe woke up early tdyy!!! for a changee...

den happily doing stars n was gonna get changed when gui mei n yn appeared at my door with a cake!! haha so sweet!! pleasant surprise!

thanks so muchhh!!

den went out n let yn watch her teen titans den went pizzahut to fill the tummy.. 3 pple finished a meal meant for 4-5 pax.. hehe

just wanna say thanks to all who wished me...

mummy..
mon
vivi
yongni
gui mei
monkey 2
monkey 24
juliana
inez
stella
nuan xin
choy peng

and all the rest through msn to0!

thanx alot ppless!!!

u rock my world

moi birthday

ok it feels weird to have a post entitled that.. haha

ok i tink i'm soo gonna be dead...

there's just 10 days moree!!!
ARHHHHHHHH!!!

ok i've invited pple... but i guess there are some i have left out.. n i m feeling very bad about it..

been trying to get ideas for deco.. but still thinking n thinking.. n searching the web too..

came across a blog of someone else in the same dilemma as me..

this person.. i forget her name.. is also a gemini.. she was born 3 days before me.. n she's also holding a celebration.. n she's also dying just like me.. in her blog she ranted bout how its so hard to get pple.. n how frustrating it is to settle things like food place and everything else.. n then she said pple who she hasnt had contact with for very long were very receptive n agreed on the spot to come n those she was closer to were hesitating.. n den about her arguments with parents n frens bout the organizing of things..


when i read that i realised i was not alone in struggling... apparently everyone hu does it has the same feelings... i do agree with the part bout ple u haven seen for a long time agreeing very readily.. dat has happened to me alot too n i m indeed surprised.. wow.. very touched too.. that they dun mind spending time to come to a silly party for silly me...


hers is dis sat.. 5days from now.. i hope everything goes well for her.. i have 10 more days to get everything done.. i shall order food tonight... get everything done asap...


THANK YOU everyone for being so nice to say yes to me.. really appreciate it alot!

a BIGGER THANK YOU to those who even volunteered ur help just to make things easier for me... i feel blessed to have friends n family like dat.. really..

THANK U YN!!
THANK U GUI MEI!!
THANK U BINA!!
THANK U BEAR!!
THANK U MONKEY!!
THANK U ALL FRENS OF MONKEY!!
THANK U AUNT!!
THANK U MUMMY!!
THANK U DAD!!
THANK U BRO!!


i feel really blessed!! =)



THANK U!! =)

updates

okay so its already june n i haven been updating for quite some time..


thats alright.. i shall update on whatever i can rmbr now..

THE MILESTONES FOR THE MTH OF MAY:

okay i SKIPPED the SPF interview and i SKIPPED the PRISONS interview and i m not regretting it as much as i tot i would.. well maybe a bit for the prisons one but not really for the SPF... Den i went for the briefing thingy by NIE and well accepted the contract.. okay so my fate is sealed for the next 5 yrs at least.. start sch on the 25th of july n i get to study first so its just great..


den 21st was POP... wow... really a different feeling each yr for POP.. this yr.. proud yet sad..n a little scared.. the reasons should be obvious to those who should understand.. n really touched too!! wanna say a BIG BELATED thank you to the one n only han yongni for doing what she did... n the wonderful sqd who really make my day nearly every time i see them.. realllyy lurve the present they gave me... a very sweet gesture... wow.. its the first time ever got a gift for pop.. haha.. but really touched... esp the part bout having alot of little things in the pocket.. hahah... thankiu to the 3 sec 2 cum 1s too! really din expect a card from them... haha really sweet.. i tink i was supposed to have cried at some point of time but i din.. well not really cry but maybe the feeling only... haha.. n den as quick as it came.. POP was over... sigh...

went for a full day of shopping on 26th.. which was mum's bday.. which was nuan xin's bday.. which was bao yue's bday.. which was my torture day.. never have i tried soooooooo many clothes ever in my life before...!! soo many dresses n skirts n wad have u!! woahh!!! n all that shoess!! hahahah i realise i like heels... 0h no i m becoming vain! hahaha but its nice... haha buys of the day were dress, HEELS, and bracelet before going for dinner with mum and aunt at city hall.. hehehe...

den ain had her bday on 29th! happy birthday!

den 31st was shu hui maam's n dgm's.. wished the latter but not the former cos i lost her no n she never came online before n after for a few days..

n may was over!!!


den june came!

june 1st was my cousin, kelvin's bday.. went to jp to meet mum n she ordered pizza to be sent to his house for him.. yummyyy den went to the frontier cc (tfcc) to book the room.. but the place dun accept nets so had to go back jp.. den mum was running late for werk so she wanted to order cake first.. yayy.... haha.. den had to go back to the pizza thingy to check on it.. so i rushed to tfcc to pay n the person was at lunch..@#$%#@$# so went back to jp n i decided to pay later.. den said bye bye to mummy n rushed to meet gui mei for lunch.. made her wait for 2 hrs.. goodness... soo sorryy! den got stuffed with sushi n more sushi.. but i tink i drank alot of green tea... gui mei says i drank 14 cups.. but i dun believe.. den supposed to go for npap bbq.. BUT.. had to head back to go to tfcc just to pay n by the time i reached there... it was nearly 7.. quite late to go pasir ris for bbq... so i gave it a miss... darnnnnn... if not by the time i reach will be 8 plus plus... siigghhh

den tdy... wad did i do tdy? i chopped off my hair... well i was psychoed to do it.. i tink its ok when it is straight.. cos the guy blowed it straight... but now its curly n disgusting again... SIGHHH!!!!!!

i need a wig..

i hate making choices!!!@#$%^&*(*&^%$#

ok i am really confused now...

i applied for a post in the police force, prisons and NIE..


n i got letters back from all three of them..


went for an interview for the NIE application..


den dat same day, the letter from SPF came asking me to go for the physical fitness tests and psychometric tests... i was considering it seriously cos well SPF isn't exactly my first choice.. i was praying for the letter from prisons to come... it did.. n i happily decided not to go for the SPF interview.. my prisons interview is on 17th may.. i was supposed to confirm with them if i m going in but i din call cos after all.. NIE is my first choice.. so i have been waiting for the letter of acceptance to arrive...


my dad just received it in the mail n gave it to me.. I am supposed to be happy rite..


dats the thing...


i don't feel overjoyed... not happy even... just very confused..



cos the briefing for the teaching job if i accept is on 18th may which is dis friday! but i have to work as an untrained teacher first.. if i accept this i start work on 25th july.. wow..! fast rite..



but i dun want it that way... i really really prefer that i go study in NIE first.. get properly trained.. before i go out n teach.. so dats my dilemma now...



spf interview is already long gone.. so dun bother bout it.. shud i choose prisons or shud i choose nie?



there's just one burning qn within me that i haven been able to answer no matter how i tink of an answer.. what if i go and i dun like it? what do i do?



HOWWW?!?!?!??!?





SOMEONE HELP!!!!

stuck in my head again

dis song's stuck in moi head thx to gui mei.. haha


but still.. such a lovely song...

dedicated to all frens.. esp those have lost contact with.. or haven met with for a long time..


Remember me this way - Jordan Hill
aka- The Casper Song

Every now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found


I know you can't stay
A part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay


I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
'That life would just be kind'
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way


I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
Forever more a part of me, you're everywhere
I'll always care


I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way


And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side and all you do
And I won't ever leave
As long as you believe
You just believe


I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

nice week

wow... this week is so easy to remember...



just gym, tuition, present making.. hahaha


i actually enjoy it to doing other things.. haha



tdy will be free to go get more materials.. n gym
den wed will be gym day n tuition for science
thursday will be present making plus meeting
friday will be gym plus bringing cousin swimming
sat will be drills in morning den mothers day dinner with aunts n mom
sun will be gyming n movie both with stella!


woohoo! i love this week!!

one week's worth

hohoho! i m back! what did i do this week?



nth much of great importance i tink..

ok the truth is i just forgot what i did d entire week... DARN!


0h! there was the filming on the 28th.. it felt sooo great n weird at d same time to be wearing the cadet uniform again.. haha d left arm feels so heavy now... but i realise i miss the noise of badges when marching.. ahhaa we took extremely long to change basically cos we were too amused inside toilet n decided to take pics n put our berets nicely.. haha i miss being a cadet! but my beret was horrendous cos i had to take a brand new one.. my own one was deemed tooo old (it was brown.. oops) den did drills again n again n again n earned a bruise on my arm.. hehe


i realise shooting .22 is no kick at all now... i tink i've gotten very used to using .38 so much that using .22 seems extremely effortless now! hahahha! is there any clubs or something i can join where i can just go shoot n shoot? i dun want air rifle tho... its just not the same cos i've tried it before.. hmm....



ok den wad else did i do....??



oh it was gui mei (aka gwyneth -d name i recently gave her) ma'am's bday on labour day!!


so for her present we decided to give her a box filled with chocs.. d day before her bday i went to buy d stuff to make her box.. n chocs.. n more chocs.. went home n did the box for at least 3 hrs.. haha n got super glue all over my fingers! yucks!

den on labour day went unit meeting ind morning den went home den go out to meet yn n den her.. stoopid yn what kind of excuse is that man! i was trying to fool gwyneth that i can't go..N yn said it was cos i fell off the bus while alighting n hit my head so about to faint so i went home to rest...... WHAT!! HELLO WHY AM I THE ONE TO FAINT N HIT MY HEAD!!! such an extreme scenario la!! den again must see hu was the one who came up with the scenario.. it was d one n only yongni... such a smarrttttt girl...



gwyneth is pro.. she can carry ALOT of things on one hand.. but her poor flower kept commiting suicide tho.. how sad.. haha.. oh n now she complains her left arm is painful! hahahaha so comical..



i happen to be in love with the gym near my house btw.. its in d new sports complex which is soooo near my house... i just went there tdy after many times of wanting to go but ending up too lazy to do it.. let me promote it..

its called jurong west sports complex! the gym has a view of the swimming pool below.. just like the jurong east one if u've been there before.. in fact this new one is bigger.. n d machines are new! n the cycling ones n treadmill have like fans on them! to keep u from getting tooo warm.. haha.. d swimming pool is not bad too.. i tink the slide is somwehat longer than the jurong east one.. hahaha basically the new one is seriously modeled after the jurong east one n has some features which are slightly better den d parent complex... ok as u can see.. i really seem to like dis new one.. haha in fact.. i have decided to go again tmr... i need to build up my physique.. n stamina..



:)

wohhooo!! beaming with pride n joy!!

ok i'm a very happy person now... hahhaha
i was an extremely high person just a while ago.. btu d energy finally got used up! hahaha!


i think its really amazing to see so many firsts happening... esp when its all from d same grp of people.. n u feel like the grp reminds u of urself! i just cant explain the feeling!!

n to hear shu hui maam say wadever she did.. just made me so much more higher..! haha i guess the joy doubles when someone recognises the great work done by someone..







back to basics...


my msn is seriously screwing up... well it was screwed up.. i was using the original version of it after my com was reformatted.. finally got down to downloading the live messenger version tdy so i happily installed it too.. but it din sign me in at all!! stupid msn!! d worst thing was.. i decided to revert back to the old version but everytime i was online for a while, the live mesenger tried to sign in again.. so when it tried, i would go offline on the other side... how annoying... den it said my contact list is non existent.. . . . . . . . . . but now its all settled... at least it seems that way.. lets hope there's no more of the signing in n out that the old msn did... but den again.. sometimes i tink its more of my laptop den the msn program.. haha oh well!









NPCC DAY ANNUAL PARADE 2007 has also come to an end.. well i must say i have gone through it with new outlooks and mindsets.. a big thanks to zul for being such a great partner!! hahaha.. i doubt he even noes this blog exists.. but well.. i think even though its his first time.. he did pretty good.. yup.. in the end.. it was all about being able to reach out n connect to all your charges and make them want ot put in their best both for themselves and for u as well..

in the whole course of events.. i took contingent 1 (area 1 n 14) for a couple of trainings, and switched to contingent 2 (areas 2 n something..) before it got all switched over and i finally took contingent 7 (areas 4 and 16) a very cute contingent i must say.. they came with their own little charecters.. n of course it was very cute to see blossoming erm.. friendships among them..hahaha..! it was to say the least a job extremely well done!

three cheers to a contingent who (to me n zul) surpass so many others in terms of their drills!!

Get to know yourself better

apparently i am like that... is it true u see for urself n lemme know.. haha



Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.


The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.


Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.


The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.


Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.


The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.


How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.


What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.


Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

My Detailed Day!

yongni says shud blog bout your daily on-goings so u dun loose the pleasure of the life n its details.. so we dun get lost in the big picture..


ok here's wad i did tdy..! (tdy meaning the day before-19th april)

i woke up at 11am..
i brushed my teeth..
i went to the kitchen
i drank some water
i read newspapers
i watched tv with mum
i prepared my file
i ironed mum's blouse
i opened door for mum
i said bye bye to her
i watched tv again
i went to bathe
i got dressed
i msged yongni
i combed my hair
i took my ez-link
i watched tv for 5mins
i read yongni's reply
i drank a sip of water
i went out of the house
i took a bus
i bought the new paper
i took the mrt
i read the new paper
i reached buona vista
i called yongni
i walked to moe
i sat at the bus stop
i went to meet yongni
i waited for her to draw $$
i went to the security counter
i registered my name
i talked with yongni
i took the lift to the 3rd floor
i went to the interview centre
i checked my particulars
i signed on the form
i waited n waited n waited
i was called to the room
i went in n saw 3 interviewers
i answered all their questions
i was asked why i want to teach
i said something bout being inspired
i crapped ALOT basically
i made them laugh somehow
i thanked them n left
i took lift down
i went to look for yongni
i took train with her
i alighted at boon lay with her
i squeezed through the huge crowd
i went to pizza hut with yongni
i ordered the flat pizza meal
i drank soup
i drank peach tea
i realised there was real peach in it
i was very amused
i became hungry while waiting
i finished my soup
i waited for the pizza
i served yongni d pizza
i was soo pro at it!
i am so great!
i dumped chilli on her slice
i dumped a bit on mine
i started cutting it
i realised it wad hard
i realised it was cold
i realised it was not cheesy at all!
i was determined to cut it up
i cut
i cut
i cut
i sawed
i sawed
i sawed
i severed
i severed
i severed
i tore
i pulled
i tugged
i finally has a piece cut
i ate
i found it to be like biscuit!
i continued my battle
i won
i made the knife blunt
i dropped things on the table
i timed yongni for cutting
i realised she took 25 secs
i was greatly amused
i wanted to end my battle
i started on the third slice
i sawed
i pulled
i tugged
i cut
i ate
i finished
i realised my hands were numb
i tink we cut too much
i tink my hands are stronger now!
i am happy!
i waited for the appetizer
i started on it with yongni
i made a deal with her
i ate the fishy things
i passed her the calamari
i tink we truly love the drumlets
i ate 2 and so did she
i became absolutely full!!
i asked her to call the waiteress
i passed her the ka ching
i owe her $$
i left pizza hut with han yongni
i tink we kena cheated
i suggested going fish n co
i went up the escalator
i was looking at earrings along the way
i was somehow going into toysrus with her!
i tink we spent very long in there
i cant stand birds
i found out she is afraid of that thing!!
i disturbed her with it all the time
i disturbed her with flowers too!!
i toured the entire place
i finally left for fish n co
i took a phamplet
i went into d tshirt shop
i went out of the shop
i forgot what happened next
i only know we started heading home
i waited for her bus to come
i went to take my bus
i took it all the way back
i took the lift up
i went to take a nice cold drink
i went to switch on my lappie
i came online
i tokked to pple
i started blogging
i read yongni's blog
i am guai
i listen to what she says
i typed an extremely long post
i tink u just read it..





=)

twisted theories?

why did the shooting happen? we will probably never know the true reason but all we can do is try n deduce it from whatever evidence got left behind..

Who is the real victim here?


the 32 people that Cho shot n killed? their families? the school's students for losing their friends? the other victims who got shot n survived for being given such a traumatic experience? the university? USA? Cho's parents? or Cho?



Who is the real culprit here?



Cho Seung-Hui? the guy who sold him the guns? his room-mate for not trying to talk to him? his lecturers for not having done enough to help him? the university for allowing him to go back to campus after whatever he did 2 yrs ago? his parents for not taking care of him n really understanding him? the students of the university for not getting to know him despite him being an introvert? the experts on mental health for not talking about how to counsel such people earlier? USA for not banning guns? Virginia Tech for banning guns on their campus? South Korea for allowing him to go to VT to study? the media for making the guys who did the columbine killing look like heros? everyone one of us for laping all the information the media reported about them n making them do more n more?






Who is the real killer? Who is the real victim?





Its a very subjective question... the ans can vary just so much for each question.. In the end.. it all adds up to one thing.. if one person is guilty of it.. Then we all are guilty...




I'm just curious.. 33 people died.. Cho Seung-Hui killed 32 people and then he killed himself.. so why does every article report about the 32 victims? so he is not a victim at all? one that does not even deserve to be accounted for in terms of number? maybe it was because of this way of discrimination that he felt so much like he was in solitude.. somehow he never fit in.. even in death.. he was separated from everyone else.. even if it just meant numbers on a page..



He was and always will be isolated..

In the arms of an angel i hope you rest in peace

ANGEL - Westlife

Spend all your time waiting

for that second chance

for a break that would make it okay

there's always one reasonto feel not good enough

and it's hard at the end of the day

I need some distraction

oh beautiful release

memory seeps from my veins

let me be empty and weightless

and maybeI'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel

fly away from here

from this dark cold hotel room

and the endlessness that you fear

you are pulled from the wreckage

of your silent reverie

you're in the arms of the angel

may you find some comfort there

so tired of the straight line

and everywhere you turn

there's vultures and thieves at your back

and the storm keeps on twisting

you keep on building the lie

that you make up for all that you lack

it don't make no difference

escaping one last time

it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh

this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel

fly away from here

from this dark cold hotel room

and the endlessness that you fear

you are pulled from the wreckage

of your silent reverie

you're in the arms of the angel

may you find some comfort there

you're in the arms of the angel

may you find some comfort here

kinda seems to be describing what i feel after reading all those articles.. Sigh.. 30 odd lives gone just like dat.. its been just 3 days after the incident.. some are getting bored of the same things being reported again and again.. but how it is like for the 30 odd families.. we'll never be able to imagine.. worst still.. the parents of dat one guy.. lost a son.. lost their honour.. lost their peace.. shamed for life.. hounded by the press and everyone else.. trying to hide away but unable to.. all because they lost their son.. every one of the victims' families gets condolences.. except for them.. they only get anger and hatred from all those ard them.. at this age... i pity them..

Rest in Peace

HIGH HIGH!!

finally bot some formal attire for thursday.. hehe.. hope it turns out well ba..


Yongni says i m weird cos i dun like to try on the clothes before buying them... but.... but.... but..... ah.. i'm just too lazy..! hahahaa...! i mean.. u have to go to the fitting room.. n put ur bag down.. n unbutton the clothes form the hanger.. n take out ur clothes u r wearing.. n den put the new on n button it all on... n den check if its ok.. den after that u have to unbutton n remove it.. n wear back ur own clothes.. n den put the new one u tried onto the hanger.. n den pick up ur bag.. n open the door to go out before u r finally done!! what a hassle!!

i sound extremely lazy i realised..! hahaha


slept at 5 yest cos got too HIGH with miss HAN YONGNI aka my personal secretary..! hahaha... my good secretary finnaly came up with a guest list.. ahahhaa.. well done!! but i still gotta add on to it for other grps of pple! dats like seriously alot of pple man!! WOAHH!! a simple celebration seems to be turning massive for some reason or another!!


NO chalets available.. DARNN!!! if i can i shant do it at home.. cant stand the cleaning up before n after! hahaha i REFUSE to do it.. i would rather get a nice little doggie and spend time with it den do it at home.. ahahaha but my dear mum doesn't want that.. i shall be guai.. as usual.. hehe


its actually starting to be quite exciting.. hahaha!! discussed stuff with my secretary till like 4 plus deciding on arrangements n themes...! hahahaha n we got soo high!! on cakes n cup cakes n tiramisu n CHOC n everything else.. WAHAHAHAHAHA


i cant wait for someone close to me to get married!! i will strongly recommend the fountain gardens in sentosa as a fantastic place for a wedding dinner in d evening..!! OMG!! soo pretty la!! i cant stand it!! i m soo in love with that place now! come on yongni n gui mei!! hurry go get married!! i wanna go fountain garden!!!!


HIGHH HIGHHH~~!!!!! LALALALALALALALla

D art of speaking

An excerpt from a website promoting their voice spa:

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i'm a pinky!

You Are a Pinky

You are fiercely independent, and possibly downright weird.A great communicator, you can get along with almost anyone.You are kind and sympathetic. You support all your friends - and love them for who they are.

You get along well with: The Ring Finger

Stay away from: The Thumb

wadever happens, happens

its really frustrating! what is wrong with u???!?!?!@#$@!#@!@#@! don't u understand??@!!#!
sometimes its not always what u think it is!! ARGHHHH!!!


ok.. forget it..



sometimes.... telling or talking does not help.. no matter how much u do it... cos.. its just the way the person is.. u cant change unless u do it for a very very very very loooooooonngggg time.. which i have no patience to do...


maybe i'm being mean.. maybe i'm being normal.. wadever it is.. it doesn't matter.. wadever happens, happens... dat's my golden rule to follow n remember..!

IDEALIST

YOYO!! I"M AN IDEALIST!! hahahaha


Idealists, as a temperament, are passionately concerned with personal growth and development. Idealists strive to discover who they are and how they can become their best possible self -- always this quest for self-knowledge and self-improvement drives their imagination. And they want to help others make the journey. Idealists are naturally drawn to working with people, and whether in education or counseling, in social services or personnel work, in journalism or the ministry, they are gifted at helping others find their way in life, often inspiring them to grow as individuals and to fulfill their potentials.


Idealists are sure that friendly cooperation is the best way for people to achieve their goals. Conflict and confrontation upset them because they seem to put up angry barriers between people. Idealists dream of creating harmonious, even caring personal relations, and they have a unique talent for helping people get along with each other and work together for the good of all. Such interpersonal harmony might be a romantic ideal, but then Idealists are incurable romantics who prefer to focus on what might be, rather than what is. The real, practical world is only a starting place for Idealists; they believe that life is filled with possibilities waiting to be realized, rich with meanings calling out to be understood. This idea of a mystical or spiritual dimension to life, the "not visible" or the "not yet" that can only be known through intuition or by a leap of faith, is far more important to Idealists than the world of material things.


Highly ethical in their actions, Idealists hold themselves to a strict standard of personal integrity. They must be true to themselves and to others, and they can be quite hard on themselves when they are dishonest, or when they are false or insincere. More often, however, Idealists are the very soul of kindness. Particularly in their personal relationships, Idealists are without question filled with love and good will. They believe in giving of themselves to help others; they cherish a few warm, sensitive friendships; they strive for a special rapport with their children; and in marriage they wish to find a "soulmate," someone with whom they can bond emotionally and spiritually, sharing their deepest feelings and their complex inner worlds.
Idealists are rare, making up between 20 and 25 percent of the population. But their ability to inspire people with their enthusiasm and their idealism has given them influence far beyond their numbers.

The Four types of Idealists are:
Healers (INFP) Counselors (INFJ) Champions (ENFP) Teachers (ENFJ)

sighh

my back is hurting right now...
its been hurting since sunday actually..
endured it while shopping on sunday..
endured it through NP on monday
its early tuesday morning now..
duno why its still there though..

its on the left side of the spine..
it feels like something clawing at ur back constantly..
punching it over and over again..
it hurts..

why is it not going away??
cant be becos of the rain..
it rained a while but it stopped very long time ago..

dear pain..
i know you really like me alot..
i know you like to stick to me..
but i dont like you u noe...
please go away..

finally a post!!

like i said.. amy...



AMY is super AUNTIEE!
haha.. she carries a big umbrella in the rain..
its normal.. but just that no one uses umbrellas in HTA...! hahaha...
so she stood out ALOT!! haha
plus she looked like auntie at market.. hehe
n DEN she proceeded to stuff the umbrella into her pocket!
who in the right mind would do dat!!
WAHAHAHA
AUNTIE AMY ROXX!!

ok i'm kinda trying to catch up on some blogging here.. haha

basicallyy...

nth much actually.. hahaha

just that...

i wann a dogggiieee!!!I wouldn't mind this breed.. west highland terrier... so pretty.. n smart looking..

This is my dream doggie.. haha!! The japanese spitz!! so adorable n looks like polar bear!! gosh!!

But most prob i want a adorable jack russell!

hahaha all thx to d marvellous sidney.. who charmed my parents into thinking of jack russells as d most adorable dogs!! hahaaha!!

june is coming... lets wait n see.. muhahaha! ;)

d scolding

hahahaha... received a whole lot of a scolding tdy...
not just me but more of all those of us in the committee..
but cant really say it affected me that much tho..

for one thing.. i tink it was quite uncalled for.. like we have nothing better to do than to to just sit there and get shouted at.. might be our fault but still there was no need for it to be to such an extent.. especially when the person doing it wasn't even there to see what it was like..

brought back to mind on how others feel when u dun noe anything yet u say all sorts of things and scold them... not very fair somehow esp when the person is doing their best and is already improving!! well.. guess they dun really care after a while if it really happens..

at least that's what i felt.. i din care much.. cos d respect that was supposed to be there just wasn't existent.. so i didnt feel d need to put in more effort to reflect... i'm pretty sure others felt the same way as well...

hairy story

there's this story that kind of embedded itself in my mind recently..



there was a young lady who woke up one day to find that she had only 3 strands of hair left on her head.. so she said to herself ' i'll tie a nice little plait today!' she did and she had the most wonderful day..

the next day she woke up to find that one of her hairs had dropped.. Now she had only 2 strands left.. so she said ' I'll part my hair down the middle today!' once again it turned out to be the most happiest day for the young woman..

on the next day she woke up to find that there was only one strand left on her head. Looking at it, she said ' its a great day to tie my hair into a ponytail!' well she did and had the most amazing day..

the day after, she woke to find that the single strand had also dropped.. she went to the mirror and looked at herself in it for a few moments.. then she went around shouting in glee 'I don't have to worry anout my hairstyles anymore!!!!'



its amazing how horrible things seem so nice when we just change the way we look at it.. if we think it is then it is.. we have the power to change anything in this world with just our minds.. if you ask me.. that's really the most amazing and beautiful thing we can do in this world... this universe...

abandonned!

what a day..!



so boring yet so happening
so sian yet so funny
so horrible yet so amusing!


went for classi shoot tdy with han yongni..
wanted to go for the brainless job of doing ammo but ended up doing scoring instead..
not dat bad but just that i din have much of a brain to go along with the job..


then it happened!!
we got abandonned!! hahahaha
shan't embarress myself by spilling everything.. hehe
thx alot to d speeding Mr. Edgar Seow
muahahahah n d uniform wearing hoo lee pin maam n yew gui mei maam...



sinful dinner followed by boring bus ride followed by watching tv followed by nice peaceful sleep on my nice cushy bed

FINALLLYYYY

its a truly wonderful day today!!



went for parade training only at 3... n had fun taking the cadets who seemed more warmed up this time round.. funny moments.. then i saw shakir! hahaha n elijah of course since he's in my contingent.. haha have yet to see shawn tho...! well well.. den went for aar n it was a pretty engaging session.. like i said it was a wonderful day today! n the uopa results have been released...

couldn't stop smiling... =D

some dreams have come true for many today...


a truly gifted day!!




just so glad to be part of a group of people who have been achieving higher things all the time!!

well done to all of them!!


just glad for a chance to tag along and baask in d warm feeling.. i feel blessed :)

thaipusam

hahaha... was han yongni's guide for the day...
brought her along to serangoon road for the festival tdy..
well usual stuff..
nth much..


jus did something that i have been wanting to for quite a long time..
but somehow i feel as if i have been forced to do it this time n i don't like it..
i would have appreciated it alot more if the slight forcing wasnt existent...


to me.. the beauty of doing things is when it is really done wholeheartedly and willingly rather than because of a inclination to do it due to the circumstances..

something like... on one hand there's a person who walks for 5 days without water because he was lost.. on the other hand, there's another person who carried a bag full of water n yet continued walking for 5 days straight because he wanted to prove to himself that he could do seemingly impossible things if he wanted to..

if u ask me.. i would find the accomplishment of the 2nd guy a greater feat.. then again.. it might just be me and my theories..

Laughter is the medicine... is it?

A form of outward expression of amusement, mirth and at times, other emotions. It may ensue (as a physiologicall reaction) from jokess, tickling and others. Inhaling nitrous oxide can also induce it; other drugs, such as cannabis, can also induce episodes of strong reactions. it can sometimes bring an onset of tears or even moderate muscular pain as a physical response to the act. It can also be a response to physical touch, such as tickling, or even to moderate pain such as pressure on the ulnar nerve ("funny bone"). - provided by wikipedia


what nonsense am i talking about here u ask? simple...

its the definition of LAUGHTER..

its a very intruiging thing this laughter..

do you know even animals laugh? dogs, chimps and even rats laugh..
humans are even more interesting.. some babies have been known to laugh from as young as 17 days old!! imagine a new-born lying in a bed and suddenly laughing!! its kinda creepy actually but very intriguing! every human can laugh whether they are blind, deaf or mute.. i never really thought about that before..

since we can all laugh... y is it that there are so many who dont seem to laugh then? or rather.. why do people laugh in the first place? because they are happy would have been a normal answer.. but apparently it might not be that true..

according to aristotle, we laugh because we feel joy at being superior to ugly or inferior people.. that's a really ugly side to laughter that i have never known before..
socrates is said to have believed that people laughing is a display of self-ignorance.. again something that has never once crossed my puny mind before..

what is real and not real about laughter then?
do i laugh or do i not?
am i being obnoxious by laughing since it just might be saying that i am ignorant of others as well?
or am i robbing people of the joy of laughing since it has been known to be contagious?

now we know why so-called comedy shows have the canned laughter to accompany.. its easier for people to laught when there are others laughing with them.. we may not find something funny at first but if someone else is laughing we sometimes do join in for some reason unknown to us..

so here's my question to u..
do i or do i not laugh?

never thought simple laughter would bring along such mind-bogging facts along with it huh..

ambitions..

unit outing..

din go as planned i guess...
things happened that totally threw pple off balance..
cheer up yongni..
kinda a little surprised at what some pple tot of some things..
is that good or bad.. i dont know..

hope those it was intended for had at least a little fun..
overall a pleasant day..
a day where i had never missed yongni so much before.. hahaha
was bombarding her with calls n that gal just kept laffing at me.. GRrrrr..!
got to psycho mdm lim to go cycle.. n took her as a passenger.. hehe
thaya got treated like a queen since she din have to pedal dat much
i'm so nice... =)
n every single one i rode with commented i cycle fast..
thaya, mdm lim n llg all couldn't keep up with the pedals.. wh0ops!
mdm lim's sandals keept flying off... muahahahaha!
poor jr suffered in silence since all she kept saying was yes maam ok maam.. oopsy


weren't things made very clear already?
why is it still like this?
sigh.. duno what i can do now..
probably nothing that can salvage my situation..
why am i bothered by it then?
i have no answer to my question..
ah well..
i shall be bothered by it till it ceases to take up the space in my mind
i'm doing it once again..

on the train ride back the sec 4s were asking what my ambition was..
it was funny.. they were talking about how one of them wanted to be a pilot n suddenly asked me the question.. i thought for a moment n i realised i din really have a proper one yet..
so i said...

'my ambition is to be happy n stay that way..'

i guess its kinda true in a way..
whatever i am going to be doing.. i jsut want to enjoy it.. isnt that the way its supposed to be?
instead of dragging myself to places i wish to go there with a smile n return the same way..
so yupp... like what i told my kids.. my ambition is to be happy n it can come with any job since i m such a fickle minded person at deciding things.. =)

a great feeling

after s0o long i finally went to go donate some blood today! after like 2 yrs at least.. wow that's long man... i'm a horrible procastinator!

but den again.. i tried giving in ngee ann the other time but they just said their needle was too big for my vein!! haha 2 yrs n loads of hand exercises later i went again.. let me bring u through my 'refreshing' experience...

i was supposed to have training at 3.30.. i reached red cross house at 3.oo... i figured that it will be over very fast n i can just hop into the bus n be on my way... after all.. that's wad my dad said n he gives alot of times...

so there i was.. went in n looked kuku for a few seconds and den went to fill in their form thingy.. den registered.. n went to the iron test station.. she checked my blood pressure and pricked my finger.. wiped a bit of the blood n den tried squeezing it a little to get it into a straw.. n voila! too much blood came out.. it dripped all over my finger.. so there she went cleaning it up before plopping it all into copper sulphate solution..

after all that was done.. i went to the bed/chair thingy n sat there.. the person checked my BP again.. den finally said that my dearest vein was visible this time round.. so they injected the numbing thing first... den rubbed ALOT of alcohol on the place... den they got the bag n stuff ready n told me they were gonna put the needle in.. well they did.. n then connected the tube to the bag for the blood to flow... then the problem came..

there was no blood flowing.... hahahah... so another staff nurse came n tried checking n poking ard.. they all agreed that the needle was in my vein but din noe why there was no blood at all.. so they squeezed my arm n tried moving the needle ard in my arm somemore.. after bout 5 mins or so there was a little bit coming out.. den it stopped.. so they went on poking n twisting n doing stuff for the next 15 mins to get my blood out.. they were gonna give up n as a last try told me that they were gonna push it in somemore.. so in went the other haf of the needle! Tadah!! it started coming out... hahaha... majority of the staff were there to see if it was ok... i was called the precious donor of the day.. n every few mins someone came over and saw the bag.. this was in addition to the 2 people who were already standing next to me the whole time.. one was a doc n the other was a nurse.. they started toking bout how scary it was n there i was laughing.. hahaha..


now i had squeezed the ball all the time to get the blood pumping properly n it was getting tiring.. so the dumby me moved my hand alittle to adjust myself.. another problem started..

the needle had moved n there was this sudden pain in my arm for a while.. then i realised why.. the gauze on top of the needle was starting to turn red... hahahaha... so the worried staff rushed over.. by now my bag was already 98% filled to the brim.. so they were checking whether to continue or just stop... i started seeing a few stars so i just told them.. the next thing i knew they took everything out n inverted my chair to make my legs go up! so embarrassing.. so the whole room gathered again n started asking me if i was alright n brought me blankets and plasters for my wound n everything.. i felt like a princess but just that i was upside down.. i was ok in a couple of mins but they insisted i stay there longer..so another 10 mins was gone in lying upside down.. den they let me sit up.. but din let me off till another 10 mins! dotted... so long just to rest... they were very kind and brought me water n milo n biscuits... we were supposedto go out of the room to eat it but these were more of served personally to me... which means i cant escape eating them..

finally when i got to go... it started to pour... i got drenched by the time i got to crescent.. changed to a short sleeve shirt n realised my hand was bleeding a little.. den after a while i realised that it was bleeding too much.. hahha it looked like some gun shot wound.. n everyone who saw it started asking what it was.. cadets were the funniest.. 'Maam! ur hand is bleeding! Maam! ur hand looks like the japan flag!!' hahaha reallly amusing..



when i read through what i have just written it seems kinda painful but in truth it really isn't.. well except for the part after the needle moved n the blood started oozing out.. but the concern of all the pple there more than made up for it... cant wait to go again in april..


i actually tink i feel much better after today.. not mentally but more of physically.. somehow i feel fitter n more energetic.. it might be psychological... den again.. maybe its just me thinking too much.. hahaha


okie dats a long post.. tataaa!

great day

well well..

tdy.. lets just saw it was one of the most tiring days i have ever spent at crescent recently.. with all the 2-6 pulls and manila hemp smells and tying n tying n retying of stuff.. haha... realised some stuff... but well... maybe i'm just kinda slow huh..

been continually impressed by yet a few little ones under me.. well kind of under me.. haha.. really glad to know that such pple do exist.. s0o happy...

shared some stuff bout what i have gone through before with yongni the other day... i tink its kinda funny how it seems as if things dun matter and after a while suddenly they do.. pple u talk to now might just change or not even be there the next day.. such is our existence.. we think we are great.. we think we can accomplish great things.. we think we are such smart pple.. but yet we have nothing we can do over what happens the next day or next hour..

burn hands burn... get rid of the cold.. but now u r too warm.. darn hands..