ambitions..

unit outing..

din go as planned i guess...
things happened that totally threw pple off balance..
cheer up yongni..
kinda a little surprised at what some pple tot of some things..
is that good or bad.. i dont know..

hope those it was intended for had at least a little fun..
overall a pleasant day..
a day where i had never missed yongni so much before.. hahaha
was bombarding her with calls n that gal just kept laffing at me.. GRrrrr..!
got to psycho mdm lim to go cycle.. n took her as a passenger.. hehe
thaya got treated like a queen since she din have to pedal dat much
i'm so nice... =)
n every single one i rode with commented i cycle fast..
thaya, mdm lim n llg all couldn't keep up with the pedals.. wh0ops!
mdm lim's sandals keept flying off... muahahahaha!
poor jr suffered in silence since all she kept saying was yes maam ok maam.. oopsy


weren't things made very clear already?
why is it still like this?
sigh.. duno what i can do now..
probably nothing that can salvage my situation..
why am i bothered by it then?
i have no answer to my question..
ah well..
i shall be bothered by it till it ceases to take up the space in my mind
i'm doing it once again..

on the train ride back the sec 4s were asking what my ambition was..
it was funny.. they were talking about how one of them wanted to be a pilot n suddenly asked me the question.. i thought for a moment n i realised i din really have a proper one yet..
so i said...

'my ambition is to be happy n stay that way..'

i guess its kinda true in a way..
whatever i am going to be doing.. i jsut want to enjoy it.. isnt that the way its supposed to be?
instead of dragging myself to places i wish to go there with a smile n return the same way..
so yupp... like what i told my kids.. my ambition is to be happy n it can come with any job since i m such a fickle minded person at deciding things.. =)